Anonymous blog I use to vent, be happy, be sad. Just generally where it doesn't matter who I am or what I look like. Complete freedom.
I just wanna be happy. I want to wake up and be happy to be awake. Right now I wake up and I feel like shit, I take a breath and wish I’d not got up. My heart aches for the life I miss, my mum, my dad, the guy I love who doesnt wanna know. I have lost the world and it’s physical pain I feel for that loss. I just want it to stop hurting.